Whirlpool

Lets have a look at what's been happening all this time. I've just been too preoccupied to sit down and type out newer posts. Cannot help it. It is overpowering. The urge to "chill" is overpowering . I got drunk twice in the past week. Uncool. Unnwise.Unme. What can I do? Nothing. All I do other than the occasional 3D shot is a long dose of Vice City. That helps. At least I can take my anger and confusion and frustration out on a couple of sandbox characters, and not real people.

You must be wondering how the scene is otherwise. It is alright. I am actually happy today. This hasn't happened in a long, long time. It is because of her that I am happy. Nothing else, really. I spent some quality time with her. Not much, but enough. I enjoyed her presence, something I cannot do when other people are around her. Especially the 'gang'. I suspected them and I was right. They screwed another guy, and now he's on my side. And don't be mistaken. I dont hate them, I hate what they do for fun, to pass the time. It sickens me.

I just took a break from writing. Another two cigarettes. I enjoyed them.

Ah, so then , back again to what I was saying.
I don't know how I could have been so wrong about them in the beginning. I'd thought I could be frank and open about everything with them, but no, almost all my respect for them is gone.
And, poor thing, she gets pulled into the web without knowing it. Ill have to warn her sometime or the other.